Alex Soojung-Kim Pang, Ph.D.

I study people, technology, and the worlds they make

Month: March 2004 (page 1 of 7)

Proposal is in

Okay, it’s off. I had to do lots of the last-minute re-jiggering that always seems to be required, but I’m now officially a veteran of this system.

Odd are it’ll get rejected, and you hope that the comments are positive enough to let you revise it into an acceptable shape. But that’s not something to face for a few months.

If I drank, I’d go have a beer. Instead, I’m going to go pick up my kids, go have dinner at my in-laws, and wait for the crash to come. At some point my body will notice that it’s had a day of strict concentration on top of 3 hours’ sleep, and will want some payback.

[To the tune of Grateful Dead, “Candy Man,” from the album American Beauty.]

Life on the FastLane

I’ve spent the whole day on FastLane, the NSF’s proposal submission system. Mainly I’ve been uploading files, constructing the budget, etc.

Like all such systems, it’s a combination of easy- you just fill in boxes- and incredibly difficult- how the Hell do I know whether our standard accounting practices consider benefits to be a direct cost??

However, it looks like I’ll get it in by the deadline- but just barely.

Back to it.

[To the tune of Vienna Teng, “The Tower,” from the album Waking Hour.]

Winding down

Okay, I’ve pretty much finished the proposal, and while I could spend the rest of the night on FastLane, I’m going to wrap up and go to sleep. Though having stayed up this late, I’ll probably have trouble going to sleep.

I am glad I have the kind of job where I can do this here at home, within earshot of my kids, rather than at the office.

A word of advice to graduate students who have trouble staying up really late: mix your caffeine sources. I find that alternating cups of coffee and cans of Diet Coke works wonders. You end up imbibing less caffeine, but still manage to stay alert.

Hunter S. Thompson, in his deeply strange book Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, argues that there’s a deep significance to the fact that the drug world shifted from uppers to downers when Nixon took office. I wonder what deep meaning attraches to the popularity of caffeine….

Getting cold

It’s about this time of night that I start to get cold: my body really expects to be in bed, under the covers, and can’t deal with the fact that I’m still sitting at my improvised desk (a chair with a file box on it, with my computer on top- it’s the only way I can be in the living room and have my phone cord reach).

Fortunately, except for a brief episode when Daniel woke up, I’ve not had to deal with children tonight, and have been able to concentrate. My one big worry when I have to stay up late and work is that it’ll be torpedoed by requests for extra blankets and trips to the bathroom. But so far, the night is all mine.

In a sick way, I enjoy doing this. Maybe it’s just nostalgia, the geeky version of reliving one’s wild youth of all-nighters and grant applications.

Wooo hooo….

Still going

I’m doing pretty well on the proposal, though I’ve now exhausted “Matrix Reloaded” and have moved on to “Gladiator.”

The proposal is coming together pretty well, though the budget is going to be a pain. Not because it’s intellectually difficult, but because budgets are a pain.

I may have to leave that for tomorrow.

Moving on

I now have “Matrix Revolutions” in, again with the sound turned off and the subtitles on. Of course, it’s easier to ignore than “The Matrix,” which is good, as I’m plowing along on the proposal.

Still, it’s going to be a long night.

Midnight oil

It’s far from midnight, but I can tell I’m going to be up very late, working on a proposal to the NSF to support a project at the Institute. I’ve already put on a sweater (to guard against when I get really chilly around 1 AM) and have The Matrix on in the background- sound off, subtitles on. Neo’s about to get caught by the agents.

It’s a long shot- just from a statistical point of view- but well worth it. At the very least, by tomorrow afternoon I’ll be a lot more familiar with the NSF’s Fastlane online proposals management system!

I had an NSF fellowship for most of graduate school, and one of their postdocs (alas, I had to turn down a second to take the Berkeley fellowship). So the prospect of working with them again is rather nice.

American Scholar

The New York Times reports that Anne Fadiman, editor of The American Scholar, has been let go.

Under the editorship of Anne Fadiman, The American Scholar, one of the country’s premier literary journals, has been a magnet for both prizes and buzz. Its witty essays by leading writers on subjects as varied as jigsaw puzzles and diabetes have sparked intellectual discussion, lured fresh talent and earned this quarterly three National Magazine Awards in six years. It is currently a finalist for two more: one for general excellence in a publication with a circulation of less than 100,000, and one for profile writing, an article by Ms. Fadiman about an Arctic explorer that appeared in the winter issue.

But a high profile and a healthy circulation of about 28,000 were apparently not enough to safeguard her job. Last week a budget deficit for the journal, which costs $1.25 million a year to produce, left Ms. Fadiman and her publisher, the Phi Beta Kappa Society, at loggerheads, with Ms. Fadiman contending that she had been dismissed.

I happen to be a member of the board of editors for TAS, and heard about this at the beginning of the week; I wrote an extremely intemperate blog entry, which I almost immediately deleted. But now that the cat’s out of the bag, I feel I can say at least a little bit about it.

Simply put, I think this is a tragedy, and a very, very stupid decision.

Sure the journal has been running at a loss, but my sense is that Anne has done a very good job of keeping the costs down: even major writers like John Updike get a maximum of $500 for their work. She’s got several astonishingly accomplished editors who have worked for her at ridiculously low wages. Why have contributors put up with it? Simply put, they do it for Anne. She’s a brilliant writer, a phenomenally intelligent person, and a real pleasure to work with. She makes up for all the editors in the world who ask if you could, like, rewrite your history of the Vietnam War so the Americans win, or could you make that biography of Montaigne more contemporary.

The bigger problem any magazine faces today are the fixed costs of paper, printing, mailing, etc.. If you want to seriously cut costs, you have do make some pretty drastic choices about your fixed costs- that or completely abandon editing, as many university presses have done.

John Churchill, the Phi Beta Kappa secretary, “stressed that the society had no complaints about content and only “praise and admiration” for Ms. Fadiman, an award-winning author and essayist.” When I was sacked as editorial director at Britannica, it was with the reassurance that they had the highest respect for my standards, but wanted someone who could move more product. PBK’s position is, “We love your work, Anne, but we want someone cheaper than you.” But can they get someone as good for less? I think the answer is absolutely not.

First, I seriously doubt that there’s much fat to trim, or even much bone that can be removed without endangering the patient. I’m not very close to the accounts, but close enough to sense that there are no Enron-level excesses in Anne’s budgets.

Second, are the Annie Dillards and Anthony Graftons going to write for the next editor for next to nothing? They may find someone who has a good eye, but I seriously doubt they’ll find someone who can wring such great work out of people for such little money. When I’ve published something in the Scholar, I’ve gotten a fraction of what I make with other magazines; but I thought that the chance to work with Anne and her team more than compensated for the puny honorarium.

PBK may respect Anne’s talents, but when all is said and done, they’re going to have to decide how low are they willing to let the magazine fall to cut costs. And they’re not going to save a lot of money.

As Winston Churchill told Neville Chamberlain after Munich, “You were given a choice between war and dishonor. You chose dishonor, and you will have your war.” PBK has chosen between a good magazine and financially sound magazine, and they will have neither.

[To the tune of Emerson, Lake & Palmer, “Excerpts From “Pictures at an Exhibition”,” from the album The Atlantic Years (Disc 1).]

Jet Pack!

Finally, an answer to the question, “Where’s my personal jet pack?”

[via Future Hi]

[To the tune of Emerson, Lake & Palmer, “Tarkus,” from the album Welcome back my friends….]

So close and yet so far

Some birds are building a nest in the honeysuckle outside our kitchen door.

This means two things. First, whenever we open the door, we have to wait a second for a small explosion of angry birds to take off for the nearest tree.

Second, the cats are going nuts. It’s almost like the Far Side cartoon where the cat is pressed up against the window, watching trucks from “Bob’s Small Flightless Birds” and “Acme Mice Delivery” collide outside.

Tennison in particular is agog, and is spending a lot of her time on the table nearest the nest. However, every few minutes she dashes off, usually taking something down with her. I suspect she and one of the birds are locked in a battle wills.

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